March 2011
1 post
If I fall asleep will you promise to not awake me? Take my unhappy soul and bury it in my dead memories. I wish to never breathe but that would be just to easy. So stab me slowly so I can quickly die. I’m tired of the lies & always hearing goodbyes. All I ever wanted was to never be alone. A place where I could feel & always call it home.
December 2010
1 post
This is what dreams are made of.
Tonight is probably the most important night of the year & pretty much my life. Playing a sold out Key Club in Hollywood for “Mr. Big Man” & the craziest kids to exist. Everything I’ve ever done in my life mounds up to tonight. Tonight I scream louder then ever, sweat more then I could have ever imagined. I’m leaving it all on that stage & holding nothing back....
November 2010
3 posts
Like it or not…
Somebody misses you.
”/
Sunshine is just over the hill.
With nothing to pray for & every thing to die.
Lines will be crossed no matter how many times.
The faces on thier heads will slowly turn.
They’ll surely learn what the meaning has become.
September 2010
1 post
July 2010
1 post
I sometimes wonder
If its me that’s on your mind.
There’s not a second in this lifetime when your not on mine.
June 2010
9 posts
There’s not one second I don’t find myself alone or empty.
Angel lips.
If I missed you then, now its more then ever.
Your hand in mine.
Take me back to those times.
May 2010
32 posts
This loveless life I live leaves me with nothing to give. An empty space in my chest, stolen from what I thought was the best. Rest assured is the knowing of this feeling upon with which I live on. To pretend it never existed would be a sin comitted of hurtful porportions. The memory of your smile and kisses shake the deeps of my emotions. Your smile in the sky at times helps me get by, but not...
Getting used to this feeling
Of constantly being alone. Not sure if that’s a good thing.
I live off of love & I’m not sure what that is anymore.
I hope to find out. Whenever that time may be.
Rosswein, Germany
Today is day 3 of the tour in Germany, & I’m starting to feel the wear & tear of this new lifestyle. I hardly ever get time to myself. Sleep is like trying to win the lotto, & the only thing I can think of is a fat greasy burger or a good southern breakfast. In no way am I complaining, I’m just overwhelmed. I need time to clear my head.
That and the fattest blunt known to...
Empty
& lost.
On the real though...
I’ve been dying to eat some pussy!
Tour life. :/
April 2010
65 posts
Todays the day...
At 5 p.m. west coast time, I’ll be boarding my plane & flying 10 hours to London; then doing a 5 hour layover there until my 3 hour flight to Prague.
Very anxious & nervous to say the least. I’m gonna miss ALOT of people, more then I already do. I hope this experience is one of helpful proportions.
Its incredibly hard trying to be positive when all you really feel like doing...