If I fall asleep will you promise to not awake me? Take my unhappy soul and bury it in my dead memories. I wish to never breathe but that would be just to easy. So stab me slowly so I can quickly die. I’m tired of the lies & always hearing goodbyes. All I ever wanted was to never be alone. A place where I could feel & always call it home.
Tonight is probably the most important night of the year & pretty much my life. Playing a sold out Key Club in Hollywood for “Mr. Big Man” & the craziest kids to exist. Everything I’ve ever done in my life mounds up to tonight. Tonight I scream louder then ever, sweat more then I could have ever imagined. I’m leaving it all on that stage & holding nothing back. I won’t be happy unless I come off that stage puking all of insides out. This I what I’ve always wanted & I’m not slowing down for anyone. Watch the fuck out!
Shits about to get real.
With nothing to pray for & every thing to die. Lines will be crossed no matter how many times. The faces on thier heads will slowly turn. They’ll surely learn what the meaning has become.
If its me that’s on your mind.
There’s not a second in this lifetime when your not on mine.